Im just terrified im going to hurt you, like i hurt everyone else. I cant help it, im like a bomb ready to go off at any moment. Maybe this was all wrong. I cant hurt you, you mean more to me than anything in the world. but i cant trust, i shouldnt love, and just everything is oh so wrong. </3
And once again, I'm lost.
I just dont know how to feel right now. I’ve been so happy, ive been feeling at peace. like everything was finally working out, in a way i never thought it could. But somehow he always finds a way back into my head. And since the day i met him, i havent gone a single day without thinking of him. And thats hard to deal with, but ive done it. And i can be happy, dealing with the fact i hurt...